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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

so i'm here again, staring at the date, wondering what on earth happened to my love of weblogging. recently non-existent apparently. i guess there's no longer a need to want to tell the world everything. the whole act of it has become rather mundane and redundant. nevertheless, i'm still here, alive and kicking. for those who still care. and i shall put pictures up, the easiest way to take up space.


IKEA with my lovelies [1]


IKEA with my lovelies [2]




i pine and i yearn, but for what i'm not sure.
your laughter and words resound in my head.
i'm a little girl when i'm around you, younger than everyone else.
and you constantly, never fail to, ammuse me.
i've fallen for you a bit too hard.
and even now, i cant decide what is it about you that makes it so difficult to let go.
i need new perspective, or at least,
i need to remember what i want, or am suppose to want.
because you're not what i'm suppose to be looking for.
but i yearn nonetheless.
and again, just like before, my heart weeps.

<3 11:57 AM

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

ok. i know, i haven't blogged in an awfully long time. forgive loyal readers (as if i have any. heh)

boy oh boy, so much has happened. like ally says, we have so many bad ass parties that all our activities seem to be all rolled into one really long day. we can never remember which day it was that we did what, but i'm loving every moment of this really long day. i love all my lovelies.

my first test of the semester, was the most exciting thing ever. i dont believe it took me 3 years to have my first exciting ICA. better late than never, huh?! apart from that, i really don't have very much to say. haha, i probably did have stuff to say on the days that i actually wanted to blog but i got lazy and eventually forgot.
knock yourself out with pictures. i always say, if a picture speaks a thousand words, then you have a novel right here.

timmy's birthday party

we partied, got smashed, and woke up for ballsy burgers the next day.

asia pole summit 2008

the "already infamous" and "ever-so-entertaining" pole wipers.

KPP @ wild wild wet

i love the little kiddies

jose called me today with KPP in the background, "hi ms allison". totally made my day. i walked back to class with a ridiculous grin on my face. aww, they are the most adorable little things i have ever met. and i love them so much. and i'm so certain that i'm still going through KPP withdrawal symptoms.
i've also already started to go through "lack-of-chrystelle" withdrawal symptoms. oh man oh man, i'm so so very very sad that she's leaving. and to think that i just met her. i'm so going to bawl buckets at the airport.
IKEA tmr is going to be a freaking blast. in the meantime, i have a project to finish by, hopefully, tmr night. and staying over and po po's house until saturday is not going to help much either. to top that off, my computer just got introduced to a virus that i cant seem to pinpoint so i cant seem to clean out. and no one at home is willing to help at all. i really need a new computer. and my sister totally has a new computer (dammit). but i'm sure, what she has will not be enough for me. but it's still pretty awesome compared to my dying laptop. [out comes the ugly green monster-which has been happening a lot lately]

oh, and ever since i went to wild wild wet with all the cutsie babies, i'm calling everyone baby. it's really ok if they're girls, but it sounds really weird if they are guys, and it has happened on more than one occassion in the past two days.
assessment tmr for the dapees. all the best to them. makes me sad that i'm not one of them anymore. but jose says i will always be a dapee. aww, love =)

*HOMMYSASON LOVES MS CHRYSTELLE ALL THE WAY*

falling back into old habits might cost me friendships again. i really don't want that. but avoiding old habits might cause the exact same reaction.

<3 1:12 AM

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