poise ; dance ; love

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Sunday, October 19, 2008

totally abso-fucking-lutely psyched.
freaking awesome party. freaking awesome people.
although, i'm still pretty stoned, but all's good. all's good.
cant wait for the next party, maybe there'll be pictures this time. hur hur.
i have a very incriminating video of timmy though.
and my private after party was pretty good too.

and today i said, "the double sided tape is not working. my drop keeps topping."
indeed, so totally zonked out.

482 days.

<3 1:37 AM

Thursday, October 16, 2008

today i was at plaza singapura and, from the third floor, i saw hougang secondary school girls on the escalator to the first floor.
it sure brought back a flood load of memories and for a moment there, i smiled.
i miss the juvenile hurt one would feel back in the day, even though it was still pretty much a mystery, at least it was frivolous and shallow. a superficial wound heals on it's own in a matter of weeks, sometimes days and eventually, even the scars disappear.
boy oh boy, this thing i feel, it's definitely internal bleeding. i just dont know the source or the cause, and thus cannot find a cure. because last i checked, i've been rid of all its symptoms.

you are sad that i wasn't going to show? suddenly you are reminded of my existence? when it suits you? gee, i am really touched.

485 days

<3 6:25 AM