Saturday, March 31, 2007
musical rush has stated. we're now less than a month away, and my whole life has been planned out for me from now till the end of april. even up till the first week of may. which is basically planned relaxation. i cant say that i dont enjoy it, but so much dancing is tiring. and the schedule, my gosh is it pack. my parents have deemed me to be more busy than them. i didnt even think that was possible.
i bladed to school today, which was abit of a disappointment because i expected it to be much longer. i wanted to blade for at least and hour and a half, which turned out to be less than 45 mins? my parents have labelled it extremely dangerous, my dad called it extreme sports (not in a good way mind you), and i'm not allowed to ever do it again. =(. at least i managed to do it. guess the next time i'll blade is in sentosa. chang hong sounded like a super experience blader,and kenny can blade it seems, i wonder who else. we can all go blade at sentosa. hmm, cant wait for the month to pass. for the time of rest to come.
<3 10:59 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
i'm hungry. and i mean crazy hungry. tummy's off composing an orchestra kind of hungry. and there's always something i want to eat. if i dont get that, i just order whatever seems even the slightest bit appealing. or if its a place i go to often, i just order what i always order. almost being ritualistic or routine-ish.
however, if i didnt want it to begin with, once the food comes, i just wont be hungry anymore. it doesnt matter how wonderful the food looks, or how much it tingles the taste buds. whatever crazy hunger i felt like 5 minutes ago wouldn't be there anymore. in short, i would instantly lose my appetite.
i dont know why. and if your appalled by my thoughtless eating habits, how do you think i feel?! being fact that i can recognize thoughtless. maybe its depression, but then again, i'm not entirely sure if there is anything to be depressed about right now.
i know this though. i dont need people telling me that i should finish my food. or people forcing me to finish my food. dont you think i know i should. and trust me, every part of me looks at the wasted food in disgust. and i'm sorry i waste it.
it's inevitable i guess. i dont mean to. honest.
<3 1:26 AM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
my hair stylist.
after bleaching.
and this is the end result.
its not purple though. or you have to come really close to see the purple. zelia says she has figured it out and the second attempt will be on the first week of april. everyone says this colour is nice. i kinda think so too. but i still want my purple. heh.
my results come out in abt one and a half hours time. i really pray i get at least a D for my accounts. and that i do really well for everything else. i've never been so nervous for a long time. guess its because i've not had so much on the line for a long time.
<3 10:02 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
jazz on tuesdays
nothing on wed (hopefully)
pointe and jazz on thursday
nothing on friday (hopefully)
ballroom/salsa/bachata on saturdays
on top of that, i have a full time job from 10-5/6 everyday.
can you tell that i'm one tired little girl?
<3 10:46 AM
Monday, March 05, 2007
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<3 1:30 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
i re-learned vienese waltz.
started salsa again.
learned the bachata.
sold two chains. pris and sherry both bought one victorian one each. i sold cheap cheap though. $7, decided to sell it to them for $5. i think i will still post a picture of it and see if anyone else wants to buy it, it was a pretty big hit when i brought it to the studio today.
rene applauded my salsa. and audrey applauded my hair.
yep. it was a really good day.
<3 9:46 PM
Friday, March 02, 2007
fwhee-dom has come to save my weary soul. now i just pray that i did enough to pass my accounts, and me fwhee-dom will not be shortlived. the good part is that i do not have dance everyday until after the 10th of march. so i actually have like, well, a holiday. i want to blade again. gonna help zee with her website and raid her closet. hur hur hur. hanging out with nisee. getting lunch from the ppl who have promised them to me. i can only think of one person luh, and i'm not even sure if he still wants to have lunch with me, but that's no the point. all i know is that, as of 2pm on the first of march, i am no longer year one. and i'm praying really hard it stays that way.
oh oh. i learned that women always like to leave a little behind when they do a brazilian. apparently, it's to do with some chinese supertitious belief(yes, i am aware that sounded oxymoronic). if she takes it all off, her CHINESE BUSINESS MAN for a husband will not prosper anymore. words were capitalize to emphasise the conditions that are implicated with the superstition. so it's probably all the taitai-s who insist on the superstition. look at it this way, if they remove everything, and their CHINESE BUSINESS MAN husbands start to lose money, who is going to pay for their next brazilian?
go figure!
<3 2:41 AM