Sunday, February 27, 2005
first day
ate at trapizza [italian restaurant]. they had a live band singing stuff lyk the oldies, so my sis and i were dancing together on the sand [lotz of ballroom steps]. we had this whole italian cuisine thing. two types of finger food bread, two types of pasta, two types of pizza, ending the meal with tiramisu [alcohol style]. the food also had alot of booze in it.
second day
saw jesse mccartney's german twin. major hottie! then went to swim and saw him again. six pack and all. so wonderfully nice to look at. sat the beach train. [that was actually very fun] came back to the hotel for dinner. mum and i shared a dozen raw oysters [with a twist of lemon and a blotch of mango salsa] absolutely delicious! my fisrt time having raw oysters was at rachel's wedding where they served forzen ones so it was lyk oysters on ice or iced oysters rather. so u can say that yst was the first time i had very good oysters. saw jesse's german twin again. found out that my mum rox even more than i thot she did. and slept at 9.45 pm.
third day
woke up at 7 plus, got changed. ate quick breakfast, and went to church.
sunday
got to church and led worship for wkfc. was nervous! screwed up a little at some parts but overall i tink i did quite well. ate long john with watever of the grp was there. talked alot with joerg and his gf. went over to carol's hse to surprise her. took mrt to toa payoh, went to buy a mini weighing scale. so this guy from my estate on the bus home. was he concern abt me [since it was raining an all, kept looking at me]? dun worry, i bring an umbrella ard :) now at home alone blogging. that's pretty much it. have a great week ahead ppl.....................
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i failed my geog. did really badly [ok not that bad considering the fact that alot of ppl failed] and i failed dnt. besides that i did pretty alright for the rest [of course there is still english but i doubt i failed, rite?]
was selected for some interview. some moe official [ms enid ong i tink] is coming to interview a bunch of us on how much we love the sch. ms daliwah says that we were picked because the teachers who picked us felt we were true hougeans. haha! beat that!
going to go to sentosa later. mum has got rooms. so looks lyk no ballet for me tmr. that is sad. but i am going to relax my ass off. i am gonna make sure i relax and regain my happy stature. maybe i will meet a guy there. blehx!
[do they all come pre-packed with gfs?]
blehx.......................
i have not updated since my depressing entry on v.day. had test the whole week aft that so that wld probably explain alot. besides the fact that i tink i will actually do pretty well, there really isn't much to say.
jia min is acting lyk nth happened, so i guess that's it then. i am not one to hold grudges or constantly hate someone so i guess that works for me.
went for service today. like the first sanctuary service i have sat through in ages. jaryl and i are almost back to the way things were. [i guess] liang is also ok now. [i tink] anyway, i had fun today nevertheless. cant wait till next week. church juz seems more enjoyable again.
i tink the feelings i have for him are still there. i feel like holding his hand when its near mine. lying on his shoulder when it's in reach. just making him mine. but he lyks someone else again. oh man.
i'll be fine..................
i went to sentosa last friday. got to take pictures with a snake and a dolphin. haha! i tink its the most i have ever done. but i was having really bad cramps so i gd have probably had more fun. oh and jacqueline is simply the cutest thing. i juz love her so much.
on sunday i finally saw liang jie and it was nice i guess. saw jaryl too and he wanted my cny money. no way he is getting that. i met jin xiang too, jon's gf. do u noe that i also felt and amazing sense of confidence in myself on sunday. cool huh!
today is valentines day and i felt so left out in class. as if i was the ugly duckling or something. so much for sunday confidence. i come to sch and jia min is giving out these pesent thingys she got for some ppl. then she told them dont tell allison coz i did not get one for her. lyk wat the hell! does it really matter if u get one for me? you have known me for so long, do u think i really care? i never expected to get anything from you coz i did not get you anything. and yet you think ur present means everything to me. i was going to give you something bigger than what you gave the class juz to make you feel bad but you know i cant do it. man! why does concience always hit me so hard. god thought i shld not do it either. my last ferrero rocher was crushed accidently by me. so much for nimble fingers. i tink i will write jia min a letter. though i dont want to get back at her i am not going to let this go unsettled. we used to be such good frends, i wonder what happened.
anyway, i took more pictures. yay!
me me me!
me and my sis! i juz love her so much!
and i am eligible for new zealand and summer school but i cant go for either coz of Os. better luck next year..................
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who Im supposed to be
I dont want to be anything other than me
whee :)
talked to shane last night from 9 something to 11. really enjoy talking to him but he has assured me that waiting for him will be a waste of time. i guess he is right. but since he does fit my perfect guy criteria i shall keep dreaming. but the closer we get the lesser i wnt to pursue my chase for a relationship with him. what if it does not work out, then we will never talk to each other again. i dont think i can take that happening again. he said he will follow me to the fun fair. but he is still not sure. hopefully he does.
okok! got so much homework to do........